January 2011
95 posts
- King of Zemundah: If he marries her, it goes against tradition. Who am I to change tradition?
- Queen of Zemundah: I thought you were the king.
today
is the first day of class
this semester
i will not
fill my backpack
with people
who’s hearts weigh
more than my textbooks
when people don’t love me
the way i want them to
it’s like getting a christmas gift
that i’ll never use
- i’m supposed to be grateful
for a giftcard to a shop that i never liked
an ugly shirt that doesn’t fit
it becomes something
that i’d rather give
away
and it’ll keep someone else
warm and make someone else
happy
but when do i get to be loved
the way i want
to not smile and take what is given
to have something more than just
the knowledge that someone is
thinking of me
thinking very little of me
thinking i like last minute
halfway
anykindoflove
Bare with me. And you’re welcome.
And despite my desires, it may not be for the last time. But I’m going to write it as if I were truly able to write you off.