This “something” is applicable to more than one person. Nonetheless, I can name all of them all in my head specifically.
I need to forgive you/yall for not being able to give me closure. When relationships end on unspecified terms, especially when I put my heart in (which is almost, always), it takes a while for me to be certain about what happens next. Whether that next be what I need to do differently in another relationship or what occurred in the previous one that made it worth my while.
I’m just big on receiving closure. Nonetheless and more often then not, the other party is not capable/willing of resolving certain issues. I can’t honestly say that I’m sure what I expect of them, but I do know there is something I am not receiving.
I am (still) learning to not place question marks where God places periods and accept that some chapters close before the ink ever gets to dry, seemingly without reason or otherwise.